Punnani Secrets Series
Wanting Destiny
By
Kimberly Purpoz
Copyright © 2011
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any portions thereof in any form whatsoever
PUBLISHED BY MESSENGER BOOKS
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Edited by Nikki Bosompem (Insight Editing)
Cover Design - Tuesday Dube
PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES
Acknowledgements
I want to thank my readers for believing in me and my writing creations. I want to thank my family and friends for their support. I could not have done it without you guys. I thank God for giving me the gift of writing and sharing it with the world.
Yours Truly,
Kimberly Purpoz
Chapter 1
Have you ever felt like your life was like a movie? Do you sometimes wish that you could take back one situation that has occurred in life and just totally erase it? Well that is what happened to me when I met the sexy and sophisticated Dr. Antonio Feleti. It just seemed like my life became more complicated when I brought love into the equation.
Here is a heated flashback as to what took place between Antonio and I:
Antonio locked the door to his office and showed me how he felt. He placed his hands upon my shoulders.
“You are tense, Destiny. Let me caress your shoulders.” His strong hands felt so good to the touch. I closed my eyes as Antonio began nuzzling my ear and whispering sweet things in it. Before I knew it, we passionately were kissing each other on the lips. The kiss was so wet and juicy and our tongues danced and twirled within each other’s mouths. He tasted so good me. I felt like I was going to explode into an orgasm even before we got started. I was so attracted to him since the moment that I laid eyes on him.
Antonio was smart, tall, dark, and handsome with lots of class. So he should be the perfect man for me, right? Naw, think twice. He was my BOSS! He was not just my boss, he was one of the “Big Bosses” at the hospital. And I was a beginning resident fresh out of medical school. So many thoughts were running through my mind. What are you doing Destiny? What am I going to do? Should I go ahead and make wild passionate love to him or should I just stop and back off.?
Well let’s see how it all began…
Two Months Ago…
I was writing in my diary…..
Entry 25,
I just finished medical school and I am now working on my residency at Emory Hospital right here in Atlanta. I am a very busy woman and I work a very hectic schedule. But when I do have a little bit of free time, I make sure I have my fair share of fun and pleasure.
Right now I am at a point in my life that I am looking for Mr. Right to settle down with. But until I find him, I will continue to go hang out with my BFFs and date.
Tomorrow is my big day and I start work as Dr. Destiny Williams. I need my rest because I know that I will have to pull a 24 hour shift. Wish me luck!.:-)
The next day…
I started my first day of residency and I was so excited but nervous at the same time. I always get the jitters whenever I start doing something new. I didn’t know if I would connect and work well with my co-workers.
Even though I have completed medical school, I have the book smarts when it came to medicine. But I actually lacked the hands on experience, which I knew I needed in order to become a leading expert in my field.
I put on my doctor’s jacket and put my stethoscope around my neck. I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My brown hair was shoulder length, filled with bounce and volume. I had bangs neatly trimmed right below my brows. I was blessed with smooth and flawless mocha skin. When I studied my soft brown eyes, I could see the hint of nervousness in them. I stared back at my reflection.
“I can do this. Practicing medicine is my calling.” I closed my eyes for a moment and took in a deep breath. I looked at myself in the mirror and this time a hint of determination sparkled in my eyes.
As a kid, I was not Miss Popular because I was always into my books and studies. I was considered a nerd. I was literally tormented through out my childhood years and was known as the class geek. I was pretty much the skinny girl with the thick bifocals and buck teeth. But by the time I hit high school I had a make over and gradually blossomed into to who I am today. Even though I was not homecoming queen in high school, I did become Ms. Howard University while attending college. While in med school I became Miss Michigan and then ran for the national pageant and became runner up for Miss USA. Now the glasses are gone and are replaced with contacts. My buck teeth were corrected with braces. And my once skinny frame is now enhanced with a slender curvy figure. Yes, this is me.
Chapter 2
I do not know if today was going to be my day but I knew that it was very important for me to be on time. I knew that first impressions meant everything. I glanced at my watch; I was making perfect time. I left a couple hours early since I was not sure exactly where Emory Hospital was located. .
While working part-time as a nurse and utilizing my undergraduate degree, I was able to save and buy a condo and a car. I lived in a nice cozy two bedroom townhouse in Smyrna, Georgia. I got into my silver colored Honda Accord and drove to my destination.
While driving to work, I heard a clonking noise coming from my tires. I had to pull over to see what was going on. Sure enough, I had a flat tire. Damn it, I ran over a nail! I was so frustrated because I was starting this job today and did not want to make a negative impression. Luckily there was a car shop near by and they did not have any customers ahead of me; it took them only an hour to get done. Now I only had an hour to get to my destination.
I reached Emory Hospital in thirty minutes and I had to find the right building for the meeting. Parking was another dilemma that I had to tackle. I was literally driving around circles, until I asked an Emory employee where to park. I finally found a spot. Once I got to the conference room the meeting was already in session, everyone was there on time except for me. Every one was dressed in their doctor’s jacket. I could feel all eyes on me as I entered the room. A wave of uneasiness came over me as every gaze rested upon on me. I swept my hair behind my ear and glanced down at my desk.
When I looked up, my gaze landed on this extremely good looking older man. Our eyes locked in a heightened moment of attraction. He was tall with caramel skin and piercing green eyes. I could feel his eyes watching my every move. My skirt showed off my sexy well toned thighs as I crossed my legs. His stare landed upon my legs. The doctor paused for a moment to recapture his train of thought.
I casually studied his features. He had salt and pepper hair, with strong jaws, and full lips. His badge read, “Antonio Feleti, MD.” I glanced at the paperwork that was handed out during the meeting. I saw that Antonio was one of the lead doctors for the entire department.
Antonio’s piercing green eyes bored right into mine as he concluded the meeting. After dismissal, he began to approach me. I was busy gathering my medical book and notebook. I could feel his piecing eyes staring at me and when I looked up our eyes met.
“Hello. I didn’t have a chance to introduce myself. I’m Dr. Antonio Feleti.” He shook my hand and mine tingled with his touch. Antonio searched my face.
“It is nice to meet you,” I smiled.
“Nice to meet you too. I am the head doctor of this team and I do expect my staff to be on time. But for you I will make an exception.” He beamed. His smile softened up his strong, powerful demeanor.
“I apologize for being late. I was having car trouble. I left a message with Ms. Liz the, administrative assistant.”
“Oh yeah, she told me. I did get your message before the meeting started.” Antonio glanced at my soft, full lips. His eyes bored right into mine. His phone rang and broke our intense moment of attraction.
As he answered his phone, he dropped his pen. I bent over to pick it up. As I leaned over, my cleavage showed through my blouse. I looked up and saw that he was looking at my breasts. I was about to leave, but Antonio gestured for me to stay as he finished his phone conversation
“Oh, Dr. Tucker needs my assistance with a patient? OK, I will be right there.” Antonio put his phone away.
“I am looking forward to working with you Dr. Williams.” He shook my hand and smiled showing off his gorgeous pearly whites.
“The feeling is mutual.” I smiled back.
As we walked our separate ways, I glanced back and saw that Antonio was checking me. I blushed at what had just taken place.
Chapter 3
Entry 26,
I did not know how my first day was going to be especially since it seemed like nothing was going my way. First, my car had a flat tire. Second, I was could not find parking. And third, I was late for work.
But just when I believed that I was going to have a terrible first day, I ended up having a pretty good one. My first day was especially good since I had a chance to meet Dr. Feleti.
Dr. Feleti is so intelligent, fine, and sexy. He is definitely nice on the eyes. Those sexy, intoxicating eyes and gorgeous smile is enough to make any woman’s heart melt.
I was definitely feeling Dr. Feleti. I believe that he feels the same way too. When I saw him interact with other residents and experienced doctors he was very professional and business like, but with me I feel like there is something special there. Or is it?
I am enjoying my new job and I am fitting in well with my co-workers and supervisor. Dr. Melanie Parker is my boss and she is totally awesome. I have learned so much in these first couple of weeks. I have to say I’ve learned way more than what a simple text book could ever teach me. Nothing beats having hands-on experience.
One Month Later…
It was getting late and it was about time for my shift to end. I was working on my medical notes when Dr. Feleti called me into his office. Once inside his office, our eyes locked.
“Please close the door behind you Dr. Williams.”
I obliged and closed the door behind me. I could feel him checking me out. I sat down and crossed my leg. His eyes landed on my sexy thighs. I was wearing some black pumps that matched my professional skirt and blouse.
Antonio cleared his throat, as he opened my employment file sitting on his desk.
“Dr. Williams, I have been observing your work for the entire month. And I must say that I am very impressed with your work ethics and how you relate and work with the patients, especially during a moment of crisis. Dr. Williams, I loved how you handled the situation with the patient who had a heart attack and how you kept the family informed on the patient’s progress. You were very much on point. And you thought outside the box in solving and handling various situations.”
“Thanks, Dr. Feleti.”
“And I read Dr. Parker’s evaluation of your work and she gave you some rave reviews. The only thing she suggested is that you ask more questions when you are not one hundred percent sure about a medical procedure….”
After Dr. Feleti completed his evaluation, he put his paperwork aside and took off his glasses. His gorgeous sparkling green eyes bored right into mine. He casually studied my face.
“Do you know Dr. Krammer.?”
“Yes, why of course I do. He was my old college professor.”
“Well, he told me that you were one of his best students and that he recommended for you to come here.”
“Yes, he did.” I smiled.
“Well I must say that I have learned so much about you Ms. Williams and I am very impressed. You are on the advisory board for a new community health center in a low income area in Atlanta. You volunteer at the homeless shelter, domestic violence center, and at the teen center. Is there anything that you don’t do?”
“Wow, I did not tell anyone this. How did you know?”
“Well I have my source.” Antonio raised a brow and stared at me intensely.
“I just try to go out there to make a difference, that’s all. When I see a need to help others I try to do the right thing.”
“Such modesty and humbleness, I am so intrigued by you. And you, Dr. Williams, I believe, feel the same way too.” Antonio took off his glasses and stared at me seductively. He then winked as he locked the door and began to showing me his true feelings. He placed his hands upon my shoulders.
“You are tense, Destiny. You need a massage.” His strong hands felt so good to the touch.
I closed my eyes as Antonio began nuzzling my ear and whispering sweet things in it. Before I knew it we began kissing each other passionately on the lips. The kiss was so wet and juicy and our tongues danced and twirled within each other’s mouths. He tasted so good to me. I was so attracted to him since the moment I laid eyes upon him.
I stood up and he wrapped his strong arms around me. His hands landed on my soft firm bottom and he gently squeezed. He continued to caress me in all the right places. He picked me up and sat me up on his desk. His hands were on my soft thigh. Inch by inch his hands moved up my thigh. He then pulled off my panties. My legs fell open, revealing the soft curls leading to my treasure chest, my punammi. He moaned and got down on his knees. He opened the tender, soft lips to my gems as he tasted the sweet essence from my tender pussy. He continuously licked, ate, and twirled his tongue along my clit. I wanted scream out in total bliss. I knew that I couldn’t utter a sound. So I bit my bottom lip and moaned as I enjoyed him exploring deeper inside my hidden jewels.
Antonio pleasured my pearls with his tongue until I released a raging waterfall of climatic ecstasy. I was so wet in rapture that I yearned to have his pleasure rod inside of me.
He stood up and unloosened his tie. I helped him to take it off. I pulled up his shirt as he unbuttoned my blouse. He unhooked my bra and stared at my melon sizeed mocha colored breasts. He moaned and began to kiss and suck on my nipples. I closed my eyes and parted my lips as I savored him nestling my breasts.
Antonio unzipped his pants and pulled out his large dick. I glanced at his well endowed manliness and smiled seductively. Antonio smiled and winked at me knowingly as he kissed me passionately on the lips.
As he entered my jewels and I moaned in both pleasure and pain. I leaned back and arched my back allowing him to go deeper insider my treasure trove. He thrust his hips harder and harder and faster and faster until he erupted into a volcanic flow.
Both of our hearts were beating so fast, as we come to the realization that we made love. He held me securely in his arms. Millions of thoughts were going through my mind.
“This was a mistake. We should not have done this.” I rushed and got dressed. I could not bear to look at him. Shame was written all over my face.
“What? No it was not a mistake. Destiny, there is nothing to be ashamed of-.” Antonio had a puzzled look on his face.
My heart was beating so fast.
I ran out of Dr. Feliti’s without looking back. I was frantically buttoning up the last few buttons of my blouse.
“Destiny!” He called after me. He was in the hallway of the executive office suite with his shirt off, displaying his strong broad shoulders and muscular chest.
I ignored his call and quickened my pace. I then got on the elevator and the doors closed shut in his face.
Little did I know, we were being watched by a fellow employee. Dr. Robert Thornton was Antonio’s friend and he saw the whole incident.
Dr. Thornton was tan with black hair sprinkled with silver; his sideburns were totally silver.
“What’s going on? Are you having sex with one of the interns?” Dr. Roberts raised a brushy brow.
“No, I’m not like you, the player. I don’t sleep around with all of the young interns.”
“Really? It looks like she works here. Was that Dr. Williams? Destiny Williams?”
“Yes, it was. Antonio knodded his head.
“Don’t tell anyone, Robert. She means a lot to me… She is special.”
“Oh really. I see.” Robert nodded with a smirk on his face.
“You know I have to turned my head numerous times on your affairs and dirty deeds.”
“I know but do you have the conscious for it like I do?” Robert titled his glasses on the bridge of his nose, in a knowing manner.
“Your secret stays with me.” Robert had a sly grin on his face.
Chapter 4
Entry 40,
Oh my gosh what was I thinking! I slept with the big boss at the hospital. I often times fantasized about being with Dr. Feleti but when it actually happened it made me feel extremely uncomfortable, confused and scared.
This is why I do not like dating co-workers and bosses. It seems like once you over step that boundary it makes it very difficult to only be just friends. I decided that the best thing to do was to try to avoid him at all costs and to pretend that we never had a sexual encounter.
A week later…
Every since our sexual encounter, I’ve been avoiding Antonio. I knew that he was trying to reach me because he has tried to contact me several times by phone and by e-mail. He stopped me several times at work but I would brush him off and say that I was busy. Antonio was quite persistent and was not giving up so easily. Once he sees what he wants, he goes after it at all costs. His determination and wild charm was slowing chipping away the protective shield that was surrounding my precious heart. I did not know how much longer I could resist him.
A Month Later…
As I was getting ready to leave, Antonio stopped me in my tracks and led me to a utility closet and locked the door.
“We need to talk.”
“Antonio what are you doing?”
“Why are you avoiding me?” He searched my face.
“Because it feels kind of awkward sleeping with the big boss”-
Before I could utter another word, Antonio took me into his strong arms and kissed me passionately on the lips. The kiss sent electrical vibes through out my body. Right then and there I knew that I could not resist him and I was yearning for his touch.
His hands landed on my breasts. He then unbuttoned my blouse and exposed my bare mocha mounds. Antonio grabbed my swollen melons and started sucking on my erect nipples. I began to moan in deep pleasure. He then pulled off my panties.
“Antonio, we might get caught.” He then put his finger to my lips to silence me.
“No we won’t trust me.” He whispered in my ear. He kissed me tenderly along my neck.”
“Let me eat your sweet pussy, baby.”
I opened my legs and he caressed the soft brown curls that led to my pearls. He began licking on my clit with his tongue. He tongued was dancing along my wet jewels. I became so wet to the point I wanted to scream. I bit my lip as I moaned in total delight. The thought of worry still pondered in the back of my mind. I enjoyed making love to Antonio.
“Baby, now I want you to suck my dick.” He picked me up from the table and I followed his lead. He unzipped his pants and whipped out his large manliness. I took his thick, hard, dick half way into my mouth. I sucked his pleasure rod, in and out and stroked his base up and down with my hand. He closed eyes in the heat passion. He was so close to cumming, that he grabbed me and turned me around.
“Now baby, I want to do you from behind. I want to see your sexy round ass as I fuck you real good.”
I leaned over the table; my large boobs were on the verge of busting out of my blouse. He pulled up my skirt as I spread my legs apart. My hair was pulled up in a bun. He let down my hair and a soft mane of curls fell down upon my shoulders. He ran fingers through its softness.
He rubbed my back as he began to enter my punammi . I closed my eyes and winced a little bit as he began opening up my tight pussy with his huge dick. I began moaning in both pleasure and pain.
He began thrusting his hips and was in and out and faster and faster. I oooohed and ahhhhhhed with each pleasure filled moment. I continued to keep my screams of passion at bay.
While engulfing his dick inside of my pussy, he caressed my large breasts as they jiggled with each trust. So entangled in the heat of the moment, Antonio, pounded deeper and faster inside of me. He let out a deep moan and he released into total rapture. He then landed sweet wet kisses on my shoulders and along my neck.
“Meet me at the parking lot. I want to take you out on a date.” He smacked me on my butt.
“And what if I say no? I just might have something to do.”
“Then I would say that I would be quite disappointed. Are you telling me no?” He searched my face.
“You have admit that it’s quite awkward that we have sex prior to going out on a date. Usually it is the other way around.”
“Yeah you are right about that but you did not answer my question.” He wrapped his arms around me.
“I had to see you. Ever since I laid eyes on you, I knew that you were the one for me.” Antonio swept a strand of hair from my eyes.
“I left that last time because I was ashamed. I did not want you to think any less of me.”
“How can I, when I find you to be quite amazing. Please let me take you out to dinner.” He searched my face.
“Sure, I would love to.”
Antonio smiled showing off his gorgeous dimples. He placed his hands upon mines.
“So what do you want to eat?”
“How about some Chinese?”
“That sounds good to me.”
We quickly got dressed and left the utility closet with out detection.
Chapter 5
We met each other in the parking lot. I followed Antonio to a restaurant called Hunan Palace off of Ponce De Leon Drive. We were right on the edge of downtown Atlanta. The urban tall, building, and skyscrapers could be seen from a distance in the autumn night sky.
Antonio got out of his BMW and greeted me like a gentleman. He opened the door and held out his hand. Our eyes met and we smiled at each other. We strolled inside the eloquent restaurant and it had a warm atmosphere. There was a golden Buddha in the lobby and off to the side was a waterfall. Antonio and I tossed our coins in the wishing well and made our wishes.
“What was your wish?” I looked at Antonio.
“It is already coming true. I am here with you.”
“Aww, Antonio that is so sweet.” I kissed him on his cheek.
Antonio pulled out my chair for me to sit down.
What a gentleman…Awesome!
Once we placed our orders, we started talking about everything under the sun. I enjoyed talking to Antonio, so much so that I did not want the night to end.
“So what do you think about eastern and western medicine?”
“I believe that western medicine should be incorporated in eastern medicine. I feel that herbal healing should be another alternative for patients, but I believe patients and doctors should work together for the best regimen for that patient’s optimal health. Patients should be educated on how to use herbal remedies.”
Anthony nodded his head in agreement.
“I feel the same way too, but there are many doctors who would disagree with you on your theory. Many of our colleagues don’t believe in herbal healing. They prefer to only give patients prescription medication from pharmaceutical companies and patching up the ailment instead of healing and curing the health issue. There is a definitely a need for preventive medicine.
“The waiter brought our food out and it looked totally scrumptious.
“Oh Ant, the food looks so good.”
“It is good. Taste it.”
I dived right in on my shrimp and broccoli over steamed rice.
“Do you like it?”
“Umm, umm, this is delicious.”
“I told you.” Antonio grinned, showing off his sexy dimples.
“So are you in a relationship?”
“No, I haven’t dated anyone for about a year.”
“So tell me something? What is such a fine beautiful woman like yourself doing alone?” He stared at me form across the table.
“Well, it was definitely by choice.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, I had a chance to do so several different times but I chose no to because my ex really broke my heart. My ex is Chase Gathers the professional football player.”
“Are you talking about Chase Gathers with the Falcons?”
“Yes, that’s him. Well, Chase hurt me on so many occasions that I just decided not to date for while and to put all of my focus on completing medical school.”
“Oh well I’ve heard about Chase Gathers, being quite the ladies man. Isn’t he dating that hot actress and model, Vanessa Hillendale?”
“Yes, she was one of his flings that he was seeing. Once I dumped him, he started date other people. Let see he started dating a lingerie model, a swim suit model, and now he is with Vanessa. He has a thing for beautiful models.”
“Well you practically look like a swim suit model yourself.” Antonio winked at me from across the table.
“Why thank you.” I blushed.
Antonio reached over and held my hands. He looked at me as if he had something on his mind.
“Some woman don’t mind a wondering man just as long as he pay all of her bills. Chase is rich why didn’t you just use him for his money?”
“Well good looks and money doesn’t mean everything. I wanted more.” Our eyes met as Istirred my sweet tea with my straw.
“Oh really.
“Yeah.”
“So would you date someone who is in the middle of a divorce and has children?”
“You know that’s a good question. Well even though I do not have any children, I don’t have a problem dating someone with kids. But I do want some kids of my own one day. I would just want him to be open to having children with me one day.”
I would love to have a child with you one day. Look you are practically gorgeous and you are smart and educated.” He gently squeezed my hand.
“Well as far as dating someone who is married, I am dead set against dating a married man. I would much rather wait till his completely divorced before I start a serious relationship with him.” I sipped on my sweet tea.
What if he is married?
“Antonio, are you married?” A hint of concern was shown through my eyes.
Antonio cleared his throat.
“No, of course not. I would have told you if I was.” Antonia sipped on his tea and adjusted his tie.
“Oh, Ok I just don’t like dishonest people. I do not mess around with married men. Especially married men with children”
“I see continue.” Antonio swiped his mouth with his napkin.
“Well my mom and I dad got a divorce because my dad had an affair. He left my mom for his mistress. I see how affairs can tear a happy family apart. That’s why I don’t mess around with married men.”
There was a moment of silence.
I don’t want this evening to end.
“I am going to tell you something and I hope you feel the same way too, Beautiful.” Antonio’s deep green eyes bore into mines from across the table.
“Yes what is it?”
Antonio reached for my hands from across the table. He gently caressed my hands.
“I don’t want this evening to end. Can we continue to see each other? I would love to take you to my loft in Midtown.
After dinner, I followed Antonio to his luxury loft right outside of downtown Atlanta. Once we reached his place, we decided to take an evening stroll by the river. Antonio took me by the hand and led me to the boardwalk along the river; it was a breath taking view of the Chattahoochee River. The gentle waters from the river’s currents and could be heard in the background. My hair was dancing gracefully in the wind.
“Wow you are so beautiful.” Antonio swept a strain of hair from my eyes. He leaned over and kissed me passionately on the lips.
“So do you see us being together in the future.” I stared into his gorgeous eyes.
“Yes I do. This only the beginning, baby.” He kissed me again.
We stood embraced in each other arms by the bridge over looking the river and the Atlanta city light in the far off distance. There was a tranquil view of stars shining in the background. This was indeed the beginning of something new and special.
If you enjoyed reading the hot, steamy, sneak peek to Wanting Destiny, then look out for the full length version coming soon to e-book. Check the Kimberly Purpoz blog for updates @ http://www.purpoz.blogspot.com. Happy Reading!:-)