DYLAN’S CIRCLE OF PALMS
by
Valarie M. Vine
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Valarie M. Vine
Dylan’s Circle of Palms
Copyright 2011 by Valarie M. Vine
Cover credit: Katrina Joyner
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The idea came to Dylan in a fitfull dream filled with images of swaying palm trees. In the dream, a red kite that had been unhappily tethered to the leaves of one of the palm trees finally broke free and ascended joyfully into the sky. He awoke and knew what he had to do. He would bicycle around the Circle of Palms at the beachside park 88 times in memory of his beloved grandmother. He knew it would take a long time. It was a blustery day as he arrived at the grove of palms that symmetrically encircled the large expanse of grass, barbeques, and children’s play area. He looked upward at the tops of the palm trees as they rustled about with great animation as if telling a grand story to each other, perhaps sharing the mystery of life. The cold wind in his face felt good. He felt alive. After placing a small bouquet of multi-colored daisies in the fiberous bands that encircled his “grandmother’s palm”, he adjusted his helmet, pulled his bicycle gloves up just a bit on each hand and surveyed the familiar acreage. He straddled his bike, turning first to look toward the ocean, frothy with whitecaps, visible through the little mountains of sand dunes that dotted the shoreline. The dunes fell away to mounds of ice plant and wildflowers where little critters could sometimes be seen scampering to and fro. Concrete paths that invited walkers, cyclists, buggy riders, and runners encircled the core of the park, but always a visitor’s eyes looked upward to the stately legion of palm trees. He remembered his first view of the palm trees ten years earlier when his grandmother walked him around the park for the first time.
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“Dylan, look at all the beautiful palm trees!” exclaimed his grandmother. “Do you want to see yours?”
“Mine?,” asked the six year old quizzically. “Do I own it?”
“His grandmother laughed. “No, dear boy, it is just yours for this year. Next year, when you’re seven, you’ll move along to the next palm tree. I’ll show you my palm tree, clear on the other side of the park.”
“Why is your palm tree so far away from mine?,” Dylan asked with a mixture of frustration and disappointment. He put his right hand above his eyes to remove the glare of the sun and gaze across the park toward his grandmother’s palm tree.
“Mine is way over there because I’m a lot older than you. I’ve already travelled around almost the entire Circle of Palms.”
Dylan listened intently, trusting everything his grandmother told him.
The grandmother showed him where the first palm tree stood. “OK, let’s count from here to the sixth palm.” They walked hand in hand, counting together. “One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six!”
Dylan ran toward his palm tree to give it a hug. His grandmother laughed. Dylan’s little arms could just barely encircle the circumference of the large tree. He bent his head backwards to look at the leaves far atop the palm trees. “How come the leaves are so high up Grandma?”
“That’s just the way they are made. The whole tree bends and sways with the wind and grows big and tall. Just like you will. Remember you need to bend with the all winds that will blow your way as you grow up.”
“OK, I’ll bend Grandma”, Dylan said dutifully without really understanding her, “ but let’s go around to your palm tree.” Dylan started running ahead of his grandmother, touching each palm tree like a game of tag. He counted to about 23 and then spied a playground with a dragon and pirate ship in the distance, about half way around the palm trees. The palm trees, at least for the moment, lost their importance.
“Can I play over there, Grandma? ,” he hollered back at her while pointing insistently in the direction of the children’s playground a short distance away. Other people on the walkway smiled at the energetic six year old with his sandy hair flopping over his big brown eyes. They looked at the grandmother and also smiled at her, somehow acknowledging that they knew how much fun it was to be six years old and see a dragon and pirate ship that beckoned to be climbed upon.
“I’ll meet you there,” the grandmother yelled back and waved her grandson onward.
By the time she arrived, Dylan was climbing , sliding and riding on everything the tiny playground had to offer. “Watch me, Grandma,” implored Dylan over and over as he scrambled from one amusement to another. About thirty minutes later, Dylan was dancing about in a way that indicated he needed to use the restroom. “Come on young man, time to go and use the facilities,” said the grandmother. After Dylan came out of the restroom, assuring his grandma that he washed his hands (before she even asked him), he said, “Let’s find your palm tree, Grandma. Gosh there’s sure a lot of them!”
“Indeed,” said the grandmother. A short distance later, the grandmother announced “Here’s Mark Twain’s palm tree, #74, which isn’t too far from mine.”
“How come Mr. Train gets to keep that one and I can’t keep mine?” asked Dylan with a slight frown.
“Mr. Twain, not Mr. Train. He keeps that one forever because that’s how old he was when he died a long time ago. He shares it with everyone who died at that same age he did. Everytime I walk by his palm tree, I think of him and all the wonderful characters he created like Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry Finn. That will always be Mark Twain’s palm tree.”
Dylan shrugged his shoulders; he wasn’t quite understanding his grandma on all this talk about the palm trees. He just knew which one was his and wanted to see the one that was his grandma’s.
“Here it is, #78. My palm tree for this year anyway,” said Dylan’s grandmother as she swept her open hand proudly toward her palm tree.
“Wow, Grandma, you got a really good one. Look way up there. It has a kite stuck in it.” High up, at the top of the tree, a red kite had been ensnared in the tree’s leaves. It struggled about, trying to get free, and then would droop in exhaustion. Suddenly, another gust of wind would lift it upward, only to once again fall back when the wind gust died down. The grandmother and her grandson stood for awhile, looking upward at the struggling kite. Others passing by would look up and point at the kite as well. Yes, that was a special palm, the one with the red kite caught in the leaves of the tree. Everyone watching the poor kite tugging and twisting within the palm tree’s leafy fingers secretly hoped it would break free.
They continued walking toward the last palm tree which came close to the open area of ice plants adjacent to the sand dunes near the ocean.
“Here’s the last palm tree, Dylan. Palm Tree #88. If a person is quite blessed in life, they get to the last palm tree,” said the grandmother with a smile.
“So what happens after the last palm tree? Where do you go next?,” Dylan asked as only a six year old can, with great innocence and wisdom in the same breath.
“That, my boy, is the great mystery. What happens after the last palm tree? Something wondrous, I’m sure,” assured the grandmother. “Perhaps one just heads onward to the ocean and towards a beautiful red sunset and keeps going forever,” she added with a twinkle in her eye.
Dylan looked beyond the sand dunes, toward the ocean and then back at his grandmother. “You’re funny, Grandma. How could you walk way out there?”
The grandmother only smiled. “Shall we go sit on a bench and watch the sunset?”
“Sure, Grandma. I’ll race you.” Dylan ran speedily down a pathway leading through the sand dunes toward the ocean and the setting sun. His grandmother joined him on a concrete bench that had a brass plaque with two people’s names on it. There was a little heart encircling their names and little dates showing when they were born and died.
“Who were they, Grandma?,” asked Dylan, pointing to the names within the heart.
“Two people who probably sat here many times watching the sunset with each other, while holding hands and appreciating the beauty of this lovely place,” said the grandmother as she reached for Dylan’s small hand and then turned her focus to the setting sun. He willingly held her hand. Other people seated on nearby benches along the pathway were also transfixed by the bright orange disk that was dipping into the great Pacific Ocean. Nobody talked. They just watched as the sun continued to sink inexorably down into the water and flatten out. Dylan snuggled closer to his grandmother as the air became colder. The last few seconds of the sun’s life for that day at the beach were nearing an end. One last swallow by the great ocean, and the sun disappeared.
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Dylan’s sweat was darkening his light blue bicyle shirt as he continued cycling around the Circle of Palms. With every rotation around the expanse of 88 palm trees, he had been remembering the first time he came to the park at age six. He was now sixteen. His grandmother recently passed away and she was firmly on his mind. His heart ached; his eyes would sometimes well up with tears. He had been filled with energy to do something, anything, since her eyes closed for the last time in the hospital. He had a great passion for bicycling, and after his vivid dream the previous night, decided to visit the Circle of Palms that he and his grandmother shared for so many years. Often, as he swept around the flower-bedecked 88th palm on his bicycle he would say something out loud to his grandmother who was now so far away and yet so close at heart:
“I love you, Grandma.”
“I miss you.”
“You made it to the last palm, Grandma.”
“What is the secret? Is it something wondrous like you said?”
“Thank you for sharing your Circle of Palms with me. I will share them with others in my life.”
“You made a difference in my life.”
“You will be remembered.”
Dylan’s heart was full to brimming for this old woman who had been so special throughout his life. How many times had they walked around the palms? He could not remember. It was only in the last year that she could not walk around the Circle of Palms on her own. He would come by after school to her little house near the beach, and push her in her wheelchair a short distance down the street, and then around the Circle of Palms. She would bundle up on the colder days in her bright red coat and enjoy it all, taking in deep breaths of ocean air and reaching back to pat his hand saying, “It’s been a great ride, Dylan.” On a windy day, her white hair would sweep through the air wildly and beautifully, as her bright blue eyes took in the beauty all around her. Everything for her was an affirmation of life, even in her final days on earth.
Dylan’s bicycle was slowing as he made his final lap.
“Hello, Mr. Twain. How are you today?,” he said with a smile as he passed the 74th palm. “My grandmother made me read almost everything you wrote. You had a wicked sense of humor! Loved reading “The Jumping Frog of Calaveras County” when I was in junior high school. Funny story that one. Bye Mr. Twain.”
And the revolutions of the Dylan’s bicycle wheels began to slow, and finally stopped. He had completed his 88 laps around the Circle of Palms in tribute to his grandmother! He set his feet down on the pavement and carefully leaned his bike against the 88th palm tree, removed his helmet, and wiped his brow with his sleeve. He gulped a few mouthfuls of water from his water bottle, removed his gloves and wiped his damp hands against his equally dampened shirt, and then reached for a folded piece of paper he had placed in a small pack behind his bicycle seat, carefully unfolding it.
“Well, Grandma. Here we are. I have something here to read to you. I wrote it yesterday. Looks like it’s pretty much just you and me today-----too windy for the rest of the world”. Dylan looked across the park and could see one intrepid person throwing tennis balls across the grass to a youthful, romping labrador. Another gust of wind rustled the tops of the palm trees. Dylan looked up and smiled, as if the sound of the rustling leaves was a comment from his Grandma. “OK, OK, Grandma, I’ll get on with it, I know it’s getting close to sunset.” He read his poem out loud, sometimes getting a catch in his voice:
A Circle of Palm
(By Dylan for his Grandma)
There is a Circle of Palms nearby
Next to the sand dunes and
within sight of the sea.
I cycle around the 88 palms,
Counting
them as I roll by,
Thinking of each as a year of life
And
naming each palm for all those dear
Some still here
To see
sunsets and smell the sea breeze
While others, now gone, only with
me in memory.
For me, they are now a numbered palm for all
eternity.
The first stand of palms are those in the Spring of their life,
So
many palms to go, to grow, to live and learn, stumble and fall
And
get up, running wildly to the next palm.
They see the Circle of
Palms and think they go around forever.
The next stand of palms are those in the Summer of their
life,
Searching, finding, losing, planning, hoping, bringing new
life
To push in carriages about the Circle. They may not
notice
The Circle of Palms at all, they are so busy.
And
next, the palms of Autumn, those who are halfway and further
around,
Starting to notice there are fewer palms ahead than
behind,
Reflecting on the passage of time, losing those who are in
the stand just ahead,
Learning to count each precious palm in a
way they never Spring or Summer, did.
The final stand, the palms
of Winter, those who have stayed the course, and continue
Their
journey toward the sea, knowing the Circle of Palms is
Nearing an
end, and no longer hurrying ’round the palms, but walking
leisurely,
Enjoying each palm along the way, knowing that
something wondrous
lies ahead.
May we all have a chance to complete the Circle of Palms that I
see,
Next to the sand dunes and within sight of the sea.
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Dylan carefully folded his poem. He gazed at his grandmother’s palm tree where he had earlier placed the colorful bouquet of daisies; they were still there, but were being whipped about by the wind in a lively fashion. He gently tucked the folded piece of paper with the poem he had written behind the daisies, and then reached out his arms and hugged the tree warmly. “Guess I’m just a tree hugger at heart, Grandma,” said Dylan whimsically, and added quickly “and it’s all your fault.” He smiled and backed away from the palm tree, bowing his head briefly. He then took ahold of the handlebars on his bike and walked down the pathway toward the setting sun.