The
Blackheart Poetess:
A Poetry Collection
of
Love, Loss and
Lies
By
April Denton
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Love and Heartache
The poetry in this section is about love and the death of love. Throughout my life I have had and lost many loves, some I walked away from and others ran me over.
“We loved with a love that was more than love.”
Edgar Allan Poe
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; But often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.”
Helen Keller
Hesitant
So afraid
to love you,
so scared to need.
My heart is with you,
but
my head says heed.
Tearing me apart at the seams,
can't be
here, can't go there.
Is your love what it seems?
Only for you
I care.
Tell me baby that you love me,
or watch me walk
away.
With you I want to be,
only your heart will make me
stay.
Angel
I can
almost feel you no matter the distance,
I want to touch you to
know you are real.
Don't leave me here in this cold place,
longing for you and your embrace.
Angel of mine come to me, I
need you so.
Don't deny me wrap your wings around me hold me
longer.
I will be here only a moment and then gone forever,
don't
deny me sweet angel I want you as my lover.
Loving me could be the
end of you.
God will make you fall for your pain,
come to me
sweet angel my time is near.
I love you sweet angel,
don't cry
we will be together again.
Hypocrite
I love you like no other,
I will never let you down.
Though
you see right through me,
I loved you then and now.
Don't act
like you don't know,
you wrote about this too.
You can act
like you're an angel,
but you can do no good.
The End
You leave me alone in this empty place,
memories fading except
the one of your face.
That day I said "I love you" for
the very first time,
the day I knew you would always be mine.
Now
leave me dear you have dreams to follow,
and your depart will
bring deathly sorrow.
For you I have loved from the beginning of
time,
and the ending is the last of this rhyme.
Desire
I think I
love you,
but I know you're forbidden.
Like Eve took the
apple,
I want to make you mine.
Your lips are like honey,
your tongue like wine.
Your touch like my first,
your
embrace is divine.
Alone
Been walking down this road far too long,
my hearts been broken
they did me wrong.
I waited in the shadows for the day I would
meet the 'one',
for the day that you would come.
Please rescue
me from this place,
and take away the emptiness.
Leave This Place
I hate myself for liking you,
for everything I want to do.
It
is wrong.
I say no but;
I can't help what my heart wants to
know.
In the past I loved you so,
and now I cannot let you
go.
Until that day you leave this place,
I will forever adore
your face.
Deception
I'm sitting in my sea of misery,
thinking of only you.
How you
brought me to this place,
the deception you put me through.
All
the blame you place on me,
your lies will set you free.
So
take my hand and pull me in,
all your lies I can see in your
grin.
The Answer
Your beauty causes my stupidity.
Your lips make me high.
How I
longer for your touch,
I'm going to make you mine.
Your eyes
pierce my soul.
Your voice makes me weak.
For you, my love,
you're the answer that I seek.
Invisible
I'm just an afterthought in your thoughtless world,
you break me
down and rip out my heart.
The outside changes to adapt to what
you need.
The inside torn and now I bleed.
Don't pretend like
you care,
those lies I don't need to believe.
Catch-22
Stuck in this spiraling catch-22,
so many questions don't know
what to do.
At every turn I only find confusion,
was my sanity
only an illusion?
I seek comfort in you,
only for us to
argue.
I can't conform to what you need,
these dreams I will
not heed.
Hurt
I had the
world at my fingertips risking all,
taking a chance on love.
I
gave it up after just a moment with you,
forsaking everything
making the sacrifice.
What did you leave behind?
Breaking my
heart for all the wrong reasons,
tearing me apart can't you see
me bleeding?
Forever
I had the world at my fingertips risking all,
taking a chance on
love.
I gave it up after just a moment with you,
forsaking
everything making the sacrifice.
What did you leave
behind?
Breaking my heart for all the wrong reasons,
tearing
me apart can't you see me bleeding?
Our Love
My love for you undying and true,
our hearts beat together just
me and you.
I lay beside him drowning in his tears,
what went
wrong why do I fear?
How did I lose you?
What did I do?
I Wrote You
I wrote
you to tell you I love you,
I guess you didn't hear.
I'm
leaving tomorrow.
I guess you didn't care,
but I will miss
you.
I love you!
Guess you didn't know,
I guess you didn't
care.
But if you do,
tell your new girl I hope she loves you
as much as I did
and still do.
But if you don't hear now,
you
never will.
Love you till I die.
Love you till tomorrow.
Don't
write back.
Just watch the news,
tomorrow you will see what I
mean.
Bye
Uncertain
Ever since last night I can't seem to be at ease.
I don't know if
it's you, but lately my mind hasn't been at peace.
It's been
pacing with uncertainty,
uncertainty that will not cease.
You
keep my heart racing and my body aching.
Being with you last night
has been a few of the best moments of my life,
a life of
uncertainty.
Destiny Dies
Destiny is an idea that we cannot comprehend.
It catches us off
guard and throws us offhand.
Destiny was a dream given to us as a
child.
It runs with the wind, it grows free and wild.
Destiny
is a lie given to fools who don't wonder,
to fools who don't ask
why.
Destiny was given for hope, but hope is a lie.
Time to Say
It's time to say,
to say what you thought was love was really
hate.
It's time to say,
to say I don't want you so go
away.
It's time to say,
it won't work out.
It's time to
say,
what's done is done so please don't stay.
One Night
It took only one night,
I got to love you.
One white lie, want
to die with you.
15 minutes too late, now I die for you.
Need
Look in your eyes, feel the heat.
Burning down, right through
me.
Loved you so long ago, now again feel the need.
Have your
touch, sweet relief.
Now with you, I feel our hearts beat.
Two Not one
Far across the room,
remember the old times with you.
Lips
burning with hot desire,
my mind back with you.
Time slipped
away,
with all that we do.
Close attraction,
our bodies
not two.
You
I dreamed
you,
met you.
I want you,
have you.
I love you.
I
fucked you.
I killed you.
Now I am you,
it's all you.
Love 2003
I ran away from the pain inside,
our good memories were only
lies.
Our time beaten blue,
love died 3 years ago.
All the time I chose fear,
what perished?
Was it love or was it tears?
My struck face bleeding,
truth scarred.
Death is you.
The gruesome blackness of your soul has let me know,
now my bell
will surely toll.
Gone
He went
away and took my forever,
love and devotion now it's
gone.
Sickness and suicide.
The pain I try to hide,
all the
shit I keep deep inside.
Back in town,
now what's wrong?
Shattered Memories
I stand in the shadow of my life,
I look back at what had been
mine.
As I see shattered memories of what was pushed away long
ago.
The pain that was brought to me,
scared away the
fear.
Sadness comforted me in my black plague.
The hand that
bruised me was put away.
As I look over my life wondering what
went wrong.
I can see a black memory of me smiling back at you.
New Life
It's hard to believe,
believe in anything.
Being with you has
made me see,
see there's hope.
Hope to be more than me.
The
person who was forced to be.
Through your eyes new life breathes,
breathes in our bodies what we will be.
New
Love
Just one moment in your eyes,
I forget about bad about all the
lies.
Through you I see hope.
I know with you I belong.
The
bad I did the wrong I've done,
all the pain was so I could
learn.
I will know love,
it lies within you.
Love Shines
All my life I've longed for love,
there you stood all alone.
You
heard my voice calling you.
Through all the pain,
you reached
for me.
Our love shining for all to see.
You hold tight to
love,
you hold tight to me.
To Find
In this life we're given on chance,
to search for love to make
our plans.
To find someone to share our lives
to know what love
feels like.
To love like you have only dreamed,
I find you and
you found me.
My Forever
How did I live my life without you,
not taking a single
breath.
My heart won't beat till I'm beside you,
till I put
this fear to rest.
Nothing seems true when we're not together.
I
know in my heart we are forever.
I thought you were my friend,
what all you though was "I love her".
In my eyes you
were a child,
now I see my lover.
Only Me
One moment in your eyes,
a single passionate kiss.
My life
before you didn't exist,
you are all I see,
you are all I
breathe.
In this moment next to you,
I know there was a reason
for me.
My life created to love only you.
My pain losing sight
I cannot see,
I wonder aimlessly,
guided by your heart.
I
lost you twice this time I play for keeps.
This time I will not
let you go,
you will love only me.
An Angel
An angel was sent to save me,
that angel is you.
You were sent
to show me what love is supposed to be,
to show that love is
real.
That love is you and me.
Sacrifice
Was my suffering not an indication that I cared.
What drastic
measure did I need to carry out?
Was cutting my heart out just so
you could see it bleed not enough.
Crawling for eternity in fire
doesn't speak devotion.
My lips calling only your name isn't
dedication
My fingers bleed clawing for your,
my grip isn't a
sign of love.
Does my adoration require my sacrifice?
Nights Shroud
So far away though I hear your call for me,
your pain and sadness
pulling me.
We lie down and together breathe us in.
When I
close my eyes I see what you see.
Your heartbeat resting against
my lips.
I feel you,
your hot tear falling into my palm.
My
tongue uttering your pleas,
the darkness tugging.
You’re
there in the shadows behind nights shroud lonely and cold.
My
reflection in your eyes
Lying there shaking,
your hand
reaching for me.
I can hear you though you don't make a sound.
My
lips uttering your words,
only my name.
Pain consuming you
holding you down.
The Light
Time a barrier that can't be crossed,
a connection through the
ages that won't be lost.
I run to you my love,
shattering
hates icy hold.
Our eyes meet melting your soul,
hands and
lips tangles.
I traded my wings to love,
for you bring I bring
the light into your life.
All Alone
I know you're there I can feel you crying,
lost and lonely
forgotten by the world.
I have to find you before I lose
myself.
You were cast out for loving,
forging all alone in a
darkened world.
I left my world,
without you there is no life.
Trading Eternity
I grow weary,
your love gives me strength.
You traded
immortality for my kiss.
Losing everything so you could hold me.
I
owe you my life,
trading eternity to walk a dead land with you.
I
feel your breath upon my neck,
you are growing weak.
You're
lying cold and motionless
If you're gone I will die alone.
I
hold you,
my tears falling on your lips.
A sigh escaping from
your body,
and you turn to me.
Bodies close, lips closer
New
life grows
Your Dream
Seeking his dream he crushes mine
Love once full,
fading into
empty promises
How can I pull you close when you run away
The
hopes for our lives falling upon deaf ears
Bleeding me of my
time
Turn truth into darkened years
Love once given for all
eternity,
found bitter yearning and passed by me
Can't I be
enough for you,
my life
When all I wanted was you by my side
Heaven & Hell
Our love forbidden,
heaven and hell collide.
I fall and you
rise,
our gods fight for control.
He grabs me ripping out my
wings,
laughing as I fall.
"Do you still love your broken
angel now?"
Tattered and torn your broken angel cries.
My
god shows mercy for our love,
freeing me from his hold.
I
stare upon you, "he spared my life"
You reach out
pulling my bruised body to you.
Your kiss smoldering my tears,
your fire burning my lips.
The flame flickers in your
eyes.
The demon holds his broken angel,
her halo falls to the
ground.
Dark Angel
My angel left me, falling
our love cast aside.
His wings no
longer wrap around me as we become one.
No more will he whisper in
my ear,
nor do I feel his kiss grace my lips.
Our bed is cold
and the silence deadly.
I scream out his name,
echoing off the
walls.
Tears burning falling to the bed.
The room turns black
as every tear falls,
the world around me dies.
My breath grows
shallow,
barely passing my lips.
My heartbeat becoming a
whisper,
eyes darkening
color fading.
Tears turn to blood,
draining my body of life.
Soul twisting dying
the light
dimming.
They condemn the tortured to hell.
Cast out rolling
the dead angel shatters
the dark angel dies
Darkness Falling
Darkness settles in me
Soul empty and cold
Heart bleeds
breaking
Tears falling around me like rain
My love has gone
away
Bitter and damned for eternity
Walking the hard road
alone
Seeking only the warmth of his touch
His smell as he
holds me close
Connecting
Fading
Light
dimming
Wondering
Roaming
Deaths icy grip upon me
Falling
I
utter only your name
Angel of mine save me
Breath ceases
My
angel calling
Seeking
Finding me cold and grim
Wrapping his
wings around my soul
Darkness fading
He'll pay the price
His
halo crumbles around him
Wings torn from his back
Giving
eternity for his dark love
End of Time
Looking back through the years,
all the pain all the tears
How
could so much time pass us by.
It seems just like yesterday the
first time I looked in your eyes
You're my heart my
everything,
and I'm missing being in your arms
When I'm by your
side it seems alright
My life was nothing till your came
along
I'll call you mine till the end of time
Don’t
Don’t think you know who I am
I only show the first layer
The
“me” underneath you cannot handle
Don’t act like an
angel
Your sins written on your face
What will you think when
you see the real me?
The identity I seek will leave you
behind
Don’t ask for forgiveness
That hour has passed
Don’t
get on your knees
I no longer hear your cries
Don’t shut that
door
It’s been closed a long time
Only a Moment
I can almost feel you no matter the distance,
I want to touch you
to know you are real.
Don't leave me here in this cold place,
longing for you and your embrace.
Angel of mine come to me, I
need you so
Don't deny me wrap your wings around me
and hold me
forever.
I will be here only a moment and then gone forever,
don't deny me sweet angel I want you as my lover.
Loving me
could mean the end of you,
God will make you fall for your pain,
come to me sweet angel my time is near.
I love you sweet
angel,
don't cry we will be together again
Is This Deceiving?
I let you
in that was my first mistake
I know to not open up
No one has
seen the me on the inside
Feelings I should have never felt
I
can't forget what once was
I won’t let go of yesterday
Memories
don’t fade so easily
I meet you in my dreams
Is this
deceiving?
Invisible I Am
Tears
fall
Heart aches
Hear me scream without a sound
Pounding
fists,
against the wall
Scraping knees
crawling in the
dirt
Clawing,
dragging
Alone and hurt
Can you see
me?
Only the mirror can
My world,
the other side
Seek
you,
from me you hide
The Giant You Are
Again you
plague my mind
Your face a bitter memory
I move next to
you
Hypnotically swaying to the beat
Bodies pressed
together
Feel the heat
Towering above me
Sheltered in your
arms
One moment forever warm
Hand against my cheek
Heart
against my forehead
This can't be real
Heart to Heart
Brown eyes
beautiful
Smile like the devil
Twisted sense of humor
Simply
wonderful
Whispers "I love you"
Gentle embrace
Heart
to heart
Our love so true
Time no barrier
Oceans no
obstacle
Nothing between us
No one could make me happier
Goodbye
He's been
gone far too long,
I'm struggling to hold on to his memory.
His
face fading fast,
the ways his lips on my cheek felt.
His
voice in my ear.
I remember the day he left,
but I don't
remember him leaving
If…
If I told
you that I loved you,
would you care,
If I told you that I
needed you,
would you be there.
If I told you that you were
the one,
would you doubt me.
If I told you I wanted more,
would you think I'm selfish?
If I told you forever,
would
you think "too long"?
On and On
Head
spinning
Time keeps ticking
Reality fading
Truth
escaping
Lost wandering
Faith exploring
I hear you
calling
See you searching
Path winding
Lies spreading
Line
dividing
Lust engulfing
Pleasure seeking
Mind fucking
Disappear
Twirling, turning and you're gone.
Luring, calling the sirens
song.
Lover, yearning what went wrong.
Pleading, searching with
me you belong.
Returning, begging I say "so long".
From the Lips of a Liar
How can you say you love me?
You wanted to destroy it all
Be my
knight in shiny armor behind the scenes
Don't pretend it is
okay
How could a giant like you fill the void he would leave
Wars
weren't won in a day
Don't knock down my defenses
Don't spread
your lies
Stand back see the big picture
Is losing worth loving
me
Is winning worth the pain
Never ending sorrow
Sun sets
and days reset
There will never be another
I can see you on the
other side
The mirror cracks
My sweet love
Give me your
hand
Let me pull you into my web of lies
Spinning night and
day
Cut the act
Your armor tarnished
The mirror
crumbles
Behold the monster
My Lovers Gone
Thoughts of you a bitter memory,
longing for what cannot
be.
Anger growing,
heartache showing.
Words you couldn't
say,
in the night you slipped away.
Letter on the
pillow,
"till I die".
Come Back to Me
I lay my head in my hands,
and sob the sorrow away.
I know
what I lost,
and why you cannot stay.
I know that I lied,
and
made you feel weak.
I know that I tried,
only the truth now I
speak.
I cannot take away the pain,
or change the past.
I
cannot repair the strain,
on our love I applied.
Take me for
who I am,
even when I'm a mess.
Desire our love,
forget
all the stress.
The Dream
Lie down,
lie down next to me.
I'm struggling,
hoping you
cannot see.
I'm falling,
falling into the dream.
Losing my
reality.
Thoughts so deep inside,
feelings that I cannot
hide.
I'm sailing,
sailing away from sanity.
Falling,
I'm
falling into the dream.
The Easy Road
As I sit here tears stream down my face
Lonely and lost in this
empty place
You've wandered
Leaving me behind
Don't turn
around
Don't tell another lie
Too many years
I took the easy
road
Loved and lost
Scared and cold
King Deceiver
King of deception,
ruler of your ignorant nation.
Sitting on
your throne of lies,
recalling all your goodbyes.
Crowned by a
temptress,
honoring your mistress.
Sipping your goblet of
death,
watching your last breath.
Never
Ending
If I fell in love with you would you turn me away
Would you tell
me I'm your only one and then not stay
Will I wake up tomorrow
with you by my side?
or will you leave, run and hide
say that
you love me and I will be true
for all of these years I have loved
only you
Fairy Tales and Lies
One by One the walls fall down
Tumbling, tumbling all around
My
fairy tale a broken dream
My hero not what he seems
Mirror,
mirror on the wall
who’s my greatest love of all?
Tempt me
with your apple
Eat your poison seed
Kiss to awaken me from
this sleep
For who awakens me my heart to keep
My dear prince
rescue me
the mirror lies only you I see
Went Away
He went away and took my forever,
love and devotion now it's
gone.
Sickness and suicide.
The pain I try to hide,
all the
shit I keep deep inside.
Back in town,
now what's wrong?
*****
The Diablo Verses
These
poems are written for and dedicated to my Dark Prince, my muse. A
dark artist, with a devious mind, and a warm heart.
These words
are forever yours my Jack Skellington
“And will we ever
end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one”
El Diablo
Devil seducer with blood-shot eyes,
your
fiery body between my thighs.
Flames falling from your lips,
body
explorer caressing with fingertips.
My soul sucker,
mind
fucker.
Dirty beast from the pits of hell,
I'm wounded prey
captivated by your spell.
Sold my soul to be in your bed,
immortal forever my lover never dead.
Come to me Devil I want
to play.
For you I lust, to you I pray.
My Serpent how I long
for your kiss,
forked tongue whispers a hiss.
El Diablo my
darkest desire,
forever dwelling in hell fire
The
Spark
Like a razor wire around my heart,
I let you in and
you tore it apart.
As a moth to a flame,
I come for you I
scream your name.
I'm burning with forbidden desire,
longing
lusting for your fire.
Like puzzle pieces falling into place,
in
the darkness I find your face.
Parted lips tongue calling,
for
your mind and body I am falling.
I am the thoughts inside your
head,
the lover tangled in your bed.
We are death dancing in
the dark,
you're the flame and I am the spark.
Cocked
and Loaded
You're like a drum beating in my head,
my body
aching for your bed.
Cocked and loaded,
ready to blow.
Target
set,
aiming for your soul.
You're the drug in my vein,
the
high that I seek to obtain.
You're the one testing my will,
the
need the want I must to fulfill.
For your lips I lust,
for
your taste,
your touch,
your fuck
Bathed
in Hellfire
I sit in the darkness and wait,
who is here at
my gate?
The devil rapping at my door,
he has my soul and
longs for more.
My body his next desire,
bathing me in his
hellfire.
Obsession in his head,
hot lover in my bed.
Tasting
his fiery skin,
lusting to let him in.
Thrusting pulsing going
deep,
all my secrets he will keep.
Devil
in My Soul
My soul is sick,
and you are the
sickness.
Infecting my soul,
turning me black and cold.
You
are the evil,
the shadow in the dark.
The monster hiding under
my bed,
the nightmare inside of my head.
You are the tempting,
the seducer calling my name.
My body is yours,
my mind at
your command.
Promising the world,
offering me your
hand.
Demon lover,
fire in my heart.
Evil has infected me,
the devils inside my soul.
One taste of him,
and I lose
control.
Burn My
Halo
Heaven and hell collide,
and all I see is
you.
Devilish good looks,
and horns on your head.
My heart
stutters,
wings of white flutter.
One look into your eyes,
heaven will never be mine.
Diablo come to me,
take my
soul.
Tear off my wings,
and burn my halo.
A life without
your touch,
a million in the flame.
Come to me Prince of
Darkness,
say my name.
Only for you will I give up Heaven,
and be cast out forever.
To have your hands upon me,
to
know you're mine.
The
Confession
You fill my soul,
with a hunger I cannot
control.
I longer to drink you in,
to make you make you my
newest sin.
Sexual desire,
burning in your lustful
fire.
Bodies tangled in deaths embrace,
never wanting to leave
this place.
You are the devil,
my nightmare fiend,
you are
the beast,
the thief of dreams.
The dream from which I will
never awake,
in my sleep my soul is yours to take.
My darkest
obsession,
to the Priest you're my confession.
It is
Yours to Take
Dark lover,
keeper of my heart.
Soul
eater,
your fire burning in my mind.
Fiery fingertips on my
face,
around my lips they trace.
Heathen god,
the games
you play.
Your body pressed to mine,
whispering to me ‘for
all time'.
Time and place,
do they align?
My keeper of
secret desires,
of passions flame.
'Will you lead me
astray?'
Abandon me,
and bury me away.
Oh, deathly prince,
I call for you.
I long to be by your side,
do with me what
you will.
'My heart you can never steal.'
Bowing down,
'it
is yours to take.'
Distance
is Death
In your absence your name I call,
your words I
long for.
The distance is death,
please take me now.
No
going back,
no reason to lie.
No more pain,
no need to
hide.
You my life hangs on the line,
your kiss can save me
now.
The touch of your arms around me,
your deadly
embrace.
Your lust like the ocean,
your body the waves.
The
dark all around,
you wash over me.
Tangled,
I cannot
speak.
Souls searching,
seeking a counterpart.
Could you be
mine?
All For
You
'Bleed for me?'
Every drop is yours.
'Worship
me?'
I bow at your feet.
'Lust for me?'
See my
body tremble with desire.
'Love me?'
You have my
love
'Prove to me?'
Whatever you will, so shall it
be
Every breath.
Every word.
Every
touch.
Every tear.
They have always belonged to
you.
The
Everything
I feel you close,
but you are so far.
Just
to touch you,
feel for all eternity.
Just a look,
the
stars collide.
Gods jealous,
passion like ours forbidden.
Kiss
of flames,
virgin and fierce.
Your embrace my haven,
my
sanctuary.
Long for your love,
the taste of your skin.
Lust
for your sweet words,
the everything.
Soul
Seducer
Here I lay,
waiting and needing.
Heavy breaths,
the metronome of life.
Soul seducer,
fucking my life
away.
Hungry lover,
owner of my heart.
Word weaver,
in
my head.
Flesh to flesh,
burning hot.
Fire in your eyes,
devilish grin.
Perishing kiss,
death deliverer.
The
everything,
the end of it all.
The Venom
I feel the
burn setting in,
you pulse through my veins.
Hot spasms,
the
change happens.
You are the venom,
the creator of thirst.
The
summoning need,
to make life bleed.
You are the vampire,
the
cold Black Death.
Icy touch,
frigid breath.
You are a
whore,
peddling your poison.
Nails live knives,
digging
into my spine.
Your bite,
sears into my soul.
Amazing
lover,
turning me into stone.
Trembling release,
guttural
growl.
Falling into me,
falling through you.
Digging deep,
blackened soul.
Careless animal,
belonging to
another.
Frenzied fire,
hungry dick.
Graveyard Lust
In the
graveyard where you roam,
I come to play.
Stroke of midnight,
the bodies rise.
The dead have come,
and so will I.
I
see you standing there,
ushering me.
You know what I have come
for,
and you want it too.
The gates of Hell cannot hold
a
power such as you.
Your lust your driving force,
the hunger
your only need.
Pulling me to you,
your fire igniting my
core.
Rigid frame and muscles tight,
a body born of hell
fire.
Cold headstone on which I rest,
body bent to your
will.
Lovers deep thrust,
in climax grasp.
Walking dead,
watching our show.
Angry growl,
his juices flow.
The Bitter Memory
Eat your
heart out,
you can't have mine,
my soul unbound,
cannot
be chained.
Like the wind,
I roam.
Never settling,
never
finding a home.
I am my own,
belonging to none.
Not a
possession,
merely an obsession.
Time will not hold me,
I
live in another life.
Karmic coincidences,
concealing fate.
A
happiness
that cannot wait.
I see you,
you’re something
I desire.
I will not wait for the devil,
I have demons of my
own.
Sweet memory,
bitter on my lips.
Cannot have my body,
without my mind.
Cannot have love,
without lust.
Forging
my own path,
that does not wind.
Straight road,
on my
own.
I need no one,
no one t my side.
For one day,
my
knight will come.
I am not blinded,
blinded by the thought of
you.
Ancient Evil
In the
hour of the dead,
my lover creepeth to my bed.
Clock tolls in
the hall,
for his angel he doth call.
Ancient man forever
young,
delicious words drip from his tongue.
Gorgeous lad from
afar,
wished for him upon a star.
In the night he will come,
my otherworldly phantom.
Gentle embrace icy grip,
into his
trance I will slip.
Passionate and fiery throes,
lustful
moaning echoes.
Hands clasped around my back,
my heavenly soul
turning black.
Corrupter of the pure,
my heart you will
secure.
The Evil Truth
Evil come
whisper in my ear,
I am ready to play.
How I wish you were
mine,
touch and taste.
Feel your heat inside of me,
to
know your love.
Dark Prince come rescue me,
in your Hell I
long to be.
I can feel your breath upon my neck,
your hands
around my thighs.
A burning kiss upon my breast,
a searing
inside of me.
A thirst for you blood,
a hunger for your
flesh.
To love evil,
is to become it.
Longing for your
words,
delirious from your kiss.
Devil inside me,
soul
full of sin.
Walking away from the light,
forever writhing in
your flame.
Karmic malfunction,
escape from reality.
In my
dreams,
you will be mine.
Your bite upon my breast,
your
grasp upon my heart.
In me it all makes sense,
the lie you
live.
Legs tangled,
our web of deceit.
Do they know what we
do?
How we long to live in sin?
These words forever yours,
until we meet again.
The Gifts
Did those
words just escape your lips?
Searching your eyes for the punch
line.
How could you love someone like me?
A mere mortal loving
a god.
A nothing,
a no one.
Your passion ever consuming,
your talent staggering.
A beautiful soul,
an evil man.
A
contradiction,
beautiful enigma.
You are the stars in the sky,
and the kiss upon my lips.
The cool breeze pushing fall
leaves,
you are the wish.
A fantasy I will forever live,
a
dream within reality.
A driving hope,
the pouring
rain.
Star-crossed lovers,
destined for pain.
I will be
with you always,
the lingering thought.
Take from me what you
will,
my words forever yours.
A soul a gift,
my heart a
bonus.
*****
Sex and Sexuality
Poetry
in this section is very expressive in sexual nature and some even
have vulgar terminology. This section is not recommended for
anyone under 18.
“Sex is emotion in motion.”.
Mae
West
The Orgasm
Stop
there.
Wait for me.
Tease these,
and you will see.
Touch
here,
for relief I plea.
Move there,
set me free.
The Cold One
Cold
skin
Black eyes
Icy touch
Warm thighs
Caressing you
Feel
the need
You're my world
I will bleed
Draining me
Fucking
you
My cold one
Love so true
Take me now
Die right
here
My cold one
Nothing to fear
Immortality
Here we
stay
Lusting
Need my prey
Tasting you
Needing
more
Darkness comes
Frigid whore
The Liar
Fucking
me
Fucking you
There is nothing else we can
do
Lusting
Touching
Tasting
Sucking
Sweet like
candy
Screaming my name
Open wide
Spread your love like
honey
Kiss like wine
Tongue like fire
Taste like heaven
But
she's a liar
My Lover
Your lips,
stumbling
Eyes like an angel
Fire in your fingers
Your
touch, burning
Body of a God
Mind of the devil
Your kiss,
amazing
How are you my lover?
Men like you unheard of
Your
sex, astounding
Lusting
Come to me
baby
Get on your knees
I'll give it to you right
Make
you beg me "please"
Caressing you
Feeling the
heat
Taking you
Your juices sweet
No other lover
Can ever
compare
For your lust
My only care
Dirty Soul
Father I
must confess
Heal my soul
Love and lies
Innocence I
stole
Touch and taste
On her knees
Hail Mary's can set you
free
Calling your Father’s name
While riding me
The Siren
Lust
summoning
Hear the sirens call
Head turning
Your heart she
stole
Dark skin glistens
Body trembles
Dancing thighs
beckon
She'll eat your soul
Pulse rising
Salty skin
Tongue
exploring
Come within
Lost in My Lover
I crave
your words,
your voice like the ocean
To see your love,
dripping like honey from the page.
Sweet nothings,
are
everything.
Gorgeous mind,
beautiful heart.
Lonely boy,
for you I seek.
Gentle lover,
your warm caress.
Love
notes,
books overflow.
Vanilla kisses,
morning
greetings.
Hands embrace,
cupping my soul.
Eyes mystifying,
fogging my mind.
Lost in your world,
my lover and I.
Blood Lust
I catch
that look from across the room,
I know what you crave.
A sly
smile,
the flick of your head.
What a strange creature you
are,
driven by lust and desire.
Fire in your fingertips,
trailing down my neck.
Lips brushing on my cheek,
your
appetite for only me.
Passionate embraces,
forbidden
touch.
Hands exploring,
my body your land.
Together as one,
my vampire and me.
Hellfire Love
So lonely,
but you're still here.
So cold,
and the beds still
warm.
Seeking you,
falling through the dark.
Grabbing
emptiness,
drowning in the memories of you.
Holding on,
hoping that you hear me call.
Knowing fully,
they will
never let you go.
Departing early,
sins not repented oh
Father.
Fire goddess,
ripping at your heart.
All the evil
you did,
but my savior you were.
Deaths lusting,
need the
fire to melt my soul.
All of Me
I can be
your worst nightmare or your best dream.
Love you or leave you,
but I will make you scream.
I am the high that you seek.
I
am the angel who will make you weak.
The fire burning in your
head,
I am the lust lying in your bed.
Waiting for a thousand
years,
I am the one who will wipe away the tears.
I am the
hell you bear,
the pain on your sleeve you wear.
I am the
lingering thought,
the drug that you just bought.
Playing nice
isn't my game,
all your life you will call my name.
One taste
and you will see,
I am the one who will set you free.
Animals We Are
Empty
inside
Lonely and cold
Seems like forever since you were in my
arms
Dead and gone
Love broken by the
wayside
Touch
Shattering
Coming out of the shell
New
suit
A new me
Embrace hot
Eyes of flame
Passions
fuel
Lust rages
Caressing you
Burning
Lips blistery
Skin
peeling back
Animalistic desires
Tasting you
Inside
me
Deep
A new suit
You
Passions of the Condemned
I see you
there in the shadows of sin
Sent for a passion that cannot be
forgiven
Committed for the purest crime of heart
Life the
greatest token,
crushed in her bony fingers.
We both fell for
a lie of love
Our eyes burned,
our souls scorched
Hearts
torched
I feel your thoughts as I approach
Our doom - fate
arousing
Shrouds of Hell seductive
A haze escaping as I whisper
"you're mine"
Lips aflame as we kiss
Bodies erupt
ascending fingers
Shredding our death robes
The atmosphere
flaring around us
Your heat searing inside me
Our sentence an
eternity of fiery ecstasy
*****
Death
Poetry
in this section deals with death and dying; my one great
fear.
“Death is a very dull, dreary affair, and my advice
to you is to have nothing whatsoever to do with it.”
W.
Somerset Maugham
Dying Time
The time
has come.
The time is clear.
The time for change, now is
here.
We're born to die,
and die we must.
We die to live,
we die to lust.
We're born to make a mark,
they mark our
grave.
We die to be free, we die to save.
Those who condemn and
those who slave.
Who slave for the wicked,
the wicked that we
live.
We're born to die and die to live.
Why?
Why do
they hate me?
Why do I get abused?
The person they want me to
be is leading my life, killing me.
Now I'm gone,
they're too
late.
They say sorry.
Sorry for your grief,
it shouldn't be
me.
No
No
friends.
No fame,
only you in my life.
No money.
No
truth.
No ways to survive, hate my life.
Need to hate the
truth, instead hate you.
No family.
No way, only my death
today.
High
High on
life,
high on you.
My mind is blown on the way to show the
truth.
Bottle in my hand,
needle in my vein.
Gun in my
mouth,
hear me out.
Hate you.
Want you,
death the only
way out.
Don't stop to think.
Have a good feeling now.
Blood in My Mouth
Blood in
my mouth,
hate you no doubt.
Drugs the only way,
hate me
today.
Knife at my side,
will my troubles go away?
No
life.
No way.
Hate you today.
Die right now, choke on the
blood in my mouth
Death
is Cold
Death is
the way,
take it today.
Life at stake.
Bottle at hand.
Time
takes its toll.
Death is cold.
Hate myself,
no way out!
Looking Up the Barrel
Barrel in
my mouth,
high up with 'cain.
Sex to you.
Death your
way.
Bottle on the floor,
needle in my vein.
Match in my
pocket,
weed on what's left of my brain.
Dreams of you.
Wish
this way.
Need the feeling,
want the pain.
Need your
touch.
Thinking straight now.
Barrel in my mouth,
finger in
the right spot.
Pull it down.
Love you,
hate my mind.
The
Beast
My
loveless soul has died,
from the pain I keep inside.
No love
for you while you were in my life.
No time to rest my shadowed
eyes.
The broken scars on my back begin to bleed.
The beast
took over my mind.
Torn memories begin to tear right through
me.
My time to laugh has struck 12.
What life has died?
The
beast is scared for fire burns the lies.
We children scarred are
burn with tears,
sleepless nights of buried fears.
Hide the
scars of the beaten years.
Is it dead or is it me?
Death is Real
My life is
gone,
the end is soon.
Hate my way,
no love for
you.
Pretend friends,
only death is real.
Hate my way,
no
life for you.
Bed of lies,
cover up the truth.
No life for
me,
no hate for you.
Dive Into the Abyss
I can see
the deep end from where I stand
Don't hold back see where I
land
Falling through the black
Forever gone, the world at my
back
Can’t be at ease
Mind never at peace
Falling into the
black
You can never go back
Leaving Forever
I can't
save you, if you won’t let me in.
Can't save you from yourself,
can't wash away the sin.
Take my hand, we'll go together.
Never
look back, leave forever.
*****
Nature and the Natural
A
small section with a few poems about nature and all it
touches.
“Come forth into the light of things, let nature
be your teacher.”
William Wordsworth
Night
The stars
are brightly glowing,
as the moon is silvery shinning.
The dew
is gleaning on every piece of grass.
The birds are silently
sleeping.
The water is slowly flowing,
as the dreams are
pouring in all the children's heads.
All the flowers grow in the
pale moon light,
the wind whispers stirring in the night and
flows over the land.
The Wolf
It lurks
at night,
screams piercing the dark.
It howls at the moon,
it
lies by a grave.
This animal will make you its slave.
Watch out
little children, be aware.
You're in for a bigger scare.
Watch
out little children, don't go out after dark.
This dog has more
than a big bad bark.
*****
Dedications
These
poems are written for, dedicated to, and inspired by the people in my
life
Poem for My Baby Boy, Wyatt
Big blue
eyes and tiny toes.
Red hair and Daddy's nose.
Dimpled chin
and smile so bright,
your little hand we hold so tight.
We
have so many dreams for you,
only time can tell what you will
do.
Enjoy the time while you can,
soon our 'baby boy' will be
a man.
Into this world you will go
Take these words so you will
know,
that this fact is very true
"Mommy and Daddy will
always love you!"
Mom
Vibrant
woman, full of life
Mother daughter, rifts and strife
Bruised
ego, teenage fight
Push and pull, family right
Love and honor,
mothers hold
Cherished hug, heart of gold
Fire Goddess of the Dead
Fire
goddess hair of read,
ruler of the living dead.
Cold porcelain
skin,
peddling bottles of her sin.
Siren of the fallen
land,
'come to me take my hand.'
Hypnotic body of ink,
take
my wine and we shall drink.
Bodies covering the ground,
undead
lovers forever bound.
Do her bidding,
racking up the body
count.
Fire goddess unleash dead,
they have a hunger longing
to be fed.
Throne of headstones,
crown of human bones.
Stand
before the army of the dead,
in your honor blood will be shed.
This poem was written for Keli Terrell @KopheliaQ for her donation to Deader Days.
Chameleon
My love
for you is ever-changing,
like a chameleon changing shade.
No
matter what you become,
that love will never fade.
I would
tell you that I hate you,
that this time has been a lie.
Those
words would be so untrue;
I cannot live without you in my
life.
The moment that I met you,
I fell deeply in love.
You
were the answers to my prayer,
an answer from above.
About the Author
Photo by @Zombiegeekboy
April
Denton started writing poetry as a young teenager to express the
strong emotions teens struggle with daily. Poetry has always been her
biggest outlet and she hopes to one day be published poet.
April
resides in Evansville, Indiana with her husband, son, and feisty
feline. In her spare time she likes to write on her blog, listen to
heavy metal, and do crafts.
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